Posts Tagged ‘you’

Cold Morning

{ August 4, 2009 @ 5:53 am } · { :( }
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I woke up feeling sad today. I dunno for what reason. Maybe because I still don’t have an assignment in my first class today and I don’t actually think I can answer it right now. Hahaha. But sometimes – if not most of the time – it’s because the thought of him bothers me. Or maybe the thought of losing him… Yes, I’ve already lost him actually. But these past weeks, we’ve been hanging out because of school stuff or friendly get-togethers and I feel like I’m gonna miss him badly when all of these are over. *Sigh* Why the hell can’t I just move on? $?@#!

But there. I think I just spilled it out so that feeling won’t bother me anymore. Hopefully, I’ll feel better now and won’t think about it too much. After all, that’s life. And it’s not yet actually happening so why should I worry? Besides, I’ve got toooooooooooons to do still and my life is getting crappy again so I better stop wasting time blogging about nonsense things and start doing my pending work.

Ciao for now!

I Hate You

{ November 10, 2008 @ 3:46 pm } · { :( }
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because:

You don’t care about me. It’s like no matter how many letters I give you, how many texts I send you, how many comments I give you – you really wouldn’t care. I wanna be spared even just a little bit of your attention. But even if I strive to let you know how I feel, who I am, how much I love you and how much I care for you, it’s like you really won’t give a damn. I never liked explaining myself, but for you I learned how to do it.

Of your very loud voice. Whenever you’re around, it’s like your screaming, “Hey there, I’m here, come and say hi to me.” But I’m tired. I’m tired of trying to be nice to you. And doing everything to make you happy. And why the hell should I greet you? You were also there, why won’t you have the initiative? You come and greet everyone around me but me. Thanks. That really helps.

Your different. Your different when we’re together. I like you because you’re you. But then it’s not like you whenever we’re together. I like you for being decisive, for having great ideas, for being so funny and spontaneous – things that you are when I’m not there. We rarely get to hang out with each other and whenever that time comes, it’s like you’re still not giving it all. If you actually don’t enjoy being with me, then just say so. That way we’ll both be spared of everything.

Of a lot more things. But especially because even though you give me too many reasons to hate you, I’m still here, on the brink of obsession for you. I wish I could finally let go. Finally move on. Finally forget. And finally stop.

Stop loving you.

Thunder

{ June 23, 2008 @ 12:09 pm } · { :( }
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Your voice

was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know you’re unlike any other?

You’ll always be my thunder

 

And I said

 

Your eyes

are the brightest of all the colors

I don’t wanna ever love another

You’ll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

And bring on the thunder.