I woke up feeling sad today. I dunno for what reason. Maybe because I still don’t have an assignment in my first class today and I don’t actually think I can answer it right now. Hahaha. But sometimes – if not most of the time – it’s because the thought of him bothers me. Or maybe the thought of losing him… Yes, I’ve already lost him actually. But these past weeks, we’ve been hanging out because of school stuff or friendly get-togethers and I feel like I’m gonna miss him badly when all of these are over. *Sigh* Why the hell can’t I just move on? $?@#!
But there. I think I just spilled it out so that feeling won’t bother me anymore. Hopefully, I’ll feel better now and won’t think about it too much. After all, that’s life. And it’s not yet actually happening so why should I worry? Besides, I’ve got toooooooooooons to do still and my life is getting crappy again so I better stop wasting time blogging about nonsense things and start doing my pending work.
Ciao for now!
