Archive for May, 2008

Strike!

{ May 30, 2008 @ 11:11 am } · { :( }
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*sigh*

Three sad posts in a row. I really need something to cheer me up. I don’t know. It’s not that I am bored nowadays. I’ve been spending time with my friends and meeting new ones and hanging out with the old ones… I just feel a little empty maybe.

SOMEONE PLEASE DO SOMETHING!

I miss being really happy. I miss appreciating life and all the little things that come along with it. I wish I had a really serious disease or sickness that endangers my life right now so I’ll begin to realize again that life is good. But sadly, all there is in my life right now are questions, problems, doubts, dilemmas. I wish I was sure of something.

Maybe I just need to do something for myself. Maybe I’ll try to see the fire trees at school. I miss them.

You Know Nothing

{ May 19, 2008 @ 10:14 am } · { :( }
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I feel neglected.

 

Everyone’s loving each other. Except me.

Everyone’s fighting one another. Except me.

 

This cycle of love and hatred is never-ending. It makes you numb to the point of being indifferent as if it was part of your life ever since… Well, wasn’t it? You realize there’s no point in crying anymore, there’s no point in feeling appreciated either. It’s there and seems like it will never go away.

And you know that after some few minutes of talking – or what I consider, exchange of curses – everything will be back to normal. So what’s the point in feeling that there’s something to it, really? Life is plain. It is but a routine until you break away from it. Am I gonna be blamed for desiring to be away? For longing to be alone?

Self-Pity.

{ May 11, 2008 @ 11:15 pm } · { :( }
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It’s not in my nature to depend on other people for things and I never expected them to. But sometimes – there are those times – when you wish for someone to really, actually care. If you’ve eaten already, if you need anything, and will notice changes in you (eventhough they’re not really that obvious).

I’m growing skinnier each day. And it’s not good. I was not born skinny. I was a chubby child back then. But as they say, things happen and then here I am now. It’s getting serious since even people I’ve only just met are commenting why I’m so skinny. I can see that too since my pants are getting loose and soon I can’t live without a belt. Hahaha!

Anyway, who can ever help me more than my own self? It’s just that I don’t easily notice that I’m not eating right or that I’m eating too little unless someone actually tells me. That’s something unfamiliar in this house where each one is responsible for his or her self. Maybe I just really need to condition my mind that I need to eat… Oh how I want to be a little fatter than what I am now. I’m really starting to feel sorry for myself for being so thin.

Whatever.

Food! Come to me!

The Only Situation You Should Use Your Brain Is During An Exam

{ May 9, 2008 @ 1:00 am } · { :) }
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This is what happens when you plan things. They’ll most probably end up screwed up.

Well, it’s not always true but there really are certain situations when following your heart is the best option…. :) Bah. What am I saying? *sigh* Blogs are venues for randomness. Blog = random. Lemme think of something nice to write here.

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Nope. Nothing.

Actually, on the side of trying to fill up this entry, I am currently promoting a marathon event we are organizing in our org. I’m joining groups in multiply, yahoo, and posting, emailing details, etc. It is exciting actually. I’ll just post more of the details of our event next time. I still want to get a final version of our poster before the bonngang-bonggang promotions. XD

Hai… life is good. Ok, here comes my randomness again.

Nothin. I just miss dreaming. Maybe, my midsummer night’s dream. :)