Archive for March, 2008

My Fondness For You

It’s already the end of the month. Our Ba 180.1 professor said he’d release our grades today. That means, yes, it is officially summer and the end of another semester.

I made this blog for the subject I mentioned a while ago but I think I got fond of this beyond the mere need to blog for our class. Maybe I’m just like that. I always need the encouragement – the need – to do something that eventually I’ll realize that I like. So for as long as I have the time, the thoughts, and everything else to pour in this blog, I’ll keep it. :) Yey! Hurray for me!

Although, it is kinda sad when I think about the fact that I don’t really have friends or online buddies who read through my blog or even just visit it, I think the comfort and emotional help that blogging gives me is already reason enough. Nevertheless, I dream of becoming famous in the blogging world (and maybe earn lots of money just doing this)! LOL! Why, nothing’s wrong with dreaming. XD

Well, that’s about it. I have lots to tell but temporarily, I don’t have the will to compose my thoughts. Maybe next time I’ll try to post personal photos here. Nothing. Just for fun. ^^, For now, good bye!

 See you again soon, my dear blog! La La La…

ZAR – Success Story

Last Monday, due to childish things that my friend and I were doing while making a problem set in Economics to be passed the next day, my USB disk got pulled from his laptop accidentally. And when we reconnected it, it can’t be read anymore and a window says, “Device not formatted. Format now?” It was really a scary and aggravating moment for me. Just recently, our pc got reformatted so I really stored every important file that I have into that USB disk before the reformatting and I haven’t made a copy of those in our pc again. Being the usually calm person that I am, I didn’t really cry over it since I know it’s there already and there’s no point in getting angry with my friend either. But it was really heart-breaking. Of course my friend apologized too (even though he was still insisting that it wasn’t his fault :p). We were even lucky since we copied the files we needed for the problem set before the accident happened.

Still not losing hope, I tried the USB again in our pc when I got home. Unfortunately, it won’t open either just like in my friend’s laptop. I know my USB disk will function again if I reformat it but the thing is, all the memories, all the files that I have saved since last year will all be gone! So since I  don’t really need to use the USB disk now, I resorted to not formatting it until the circumstance calls for it.

Yesterday, it just occurred to me that there might be a way to recover the files in my USB disk. I remembered that our professor in our IT in Business class said that even if we delete or format our hard disks, the files are still there and can be recovered (thanks Sir Jonas! :D ). So I searched the internet and typed, “How to recover files in USB” in a search engine and went to a site offering a list of freeware for data recovery. I also went to various download sites to search for other softwares. In my heightening desperation, I downloaded more than a dozen softwares but none of them worked. That moment was even more frustrating than the point werein we accidentally pulled the USB disk. It was like gaining hope and failing. Some of the programs detected my USB disk and even previewed the files that were lost but I have to pay around Php2000 just to actually recover the files. I don’t have that much money to waste you know. That was the point when I actually cried because that was the worst feeling I hated to have – having hope and then just failing again.

Today, I set my mind and regained my calm mode and assessed the softwares again. I also searched again for data recovery freewares and downloaded some again. Not losing hope, I have stumbled upon a site offering a do-it-yourself data recovery software. I read through the details of the software and found that it matched my situation perfectly. I entered the tutorial about how to recover formatted disk or a “RAW filesystem” (just like what I saw when I looked at the properties of my USB disk) and there it was! The solution to my problem! The page showed a simple easy-to-follow procedure to recover the files and a link to the program they offered. I downloaded the installer and tried the software immediately while being careful to read through the notes and following the guide. I noticed that I can only recover 4 folders at every use but what is that compared to none at all? The scanning process went smoothly and when it found all the files, it even displayed legends if the file was in good condition or if it was already corrupted. So after around 5-10 times of repeating the process (because I organized the files in my USB disk in a lot of folders!) I recovered everything from jpegs, mp3s, docs, wmvs, to even RAR and pdf files!!! I can’t describe how happy I was after that! Maybe this would be enough…

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To the programmers and producers of this wonderful software: thank you very much and may God bless you so that you may continue to help other stupid and poor people like me.

In gratitude, here is the name of my savior-software: Zero Assumption Recovery 8.3 build 1

Also, here is the very helpful site featuring the software and other helpful things that you can try: http://www.z-a-recovery.com/

So happy!!! XD

Love and Fear

I rarely do this and I actually don’t want to but forgive me for I need somewhere to spill this feeling stuck in my chest. There is this fear that continuously swallows me even though I know that things are fine and they will continue to be. I’m feeling an awkward feeling with someone. I’m really happy being his friend but I fear being with him alone. We laugh, we joke around and do weird things when we’re in a big group, but when it comes down to only the two of us, I can’t help but feel tensed and fearful. It’s like my brain stops working and I feel like I can’t do anything and I can’t think of anything to do. So even though I want to be with him and seeing him makes my day happy, I fear those chances that we can be alone together. I don’t want to disappoint him or him to think that I don’t like him but sometimes it becomes automatic to me that I need someone else other than him to be with. I know he knows it and I hope he remembers and will continue to understand. I wish that someday my fear would stop consuming me and I can be myself when I’m with him only.

Wait for me.. because I want to be there. I wish to be with you and laugh with you and be loved by you. ♥♥♥

Unpredictable

The weather is so stupid.

Yeah, I blame it for my sickness. I blame it for getting wet. What else could I blame? I love the rain. I love it when the temperature is cool but why does it have to rain when I’m outside and even worse, when I’m not bringing an umbrella? Okay, I might be being selfish already but it’s just so hard when you go out of the house and think that it will be a sunny sunny day and then just some minutes after, it starts to rain! Argh!!! And when you think of it, it’s even summer already. It should be hot and dry right now. <oh yeah, it’s hot but then it still rains…>

So just to add some sense in this post, I want to share with you, especially if you’re also experiencing this unpredictable and cruel weather, that these scenarios are being felt because of global warming. I took up a Nat Sci class last year and we tackled how global warming works, how it affects us, and how the world will be some decades from now. Basically, to make the long story short, our deserts today will become winter worlds, our icy poles will be gone, cities will be submerged in water, and many animals and other creatures will die – maybe including us. Many things have already changed since before the industrial revolution when carbon dioxide emissions were still low. And right now, we can only do too little to save ourselves from what lies ahead of us.

Nevertheless, let us try to do our part in caring for our environment and ultimately, caring for our future and the future of the world