I’m just too kinikilig every time.
It’s 3 days til 2010! I badly need a fresh start. I know it’s kinda stupid why people need to have a new year just to be able to make a list of resolutions and realize that they should start to change. However, I do feel that a little ceremony won’t do any harm and may be just a little appropriate for formality’s sake.
I want to change for the better this new year. I wanna love be good and love (argh! why does the word love just burst into the picture?!) follow what’s good. I want to be a better person for myself and for the people around me. Stop bumming around, self! I want to believe in myself more and forget all else that is not beneficial in my life. I want to learn to love myself in spite of all my shortcomings and everything else that I lack. I must remember that if I strive hard enough, I’ll also become what I want to be. And now is the baking process. See, that’s how eggs, flour, and sugar turn into a delicious and scrumptious cake.
Here are my wishes for myself:
1. Be more decisive. You waste too much time and effort in making a fuss about things. Decide and be happy with your decision.
2. Don’t hate yourself. Everything you do is a result of who you are. And you are good. So it doesn’t matter what others say. If you’re confident about yourself, then you will be right after all.
3. Ignore things that you don’t like. That’s just like #2 in a way. Never force yourself to do something. ‘Cause if it doesn’t feel right for you, then it most probably isn’t.
4. Prioritize. Even though you like doing what you love, it’s also important to do the things that you need to do. Remember what you are right now.
5. Be active! Be a superwoman! Be a multitasker! That’s life and that’s how it should be lived. There is no dull moment. Every moment you don’t do a thing is a moment for happiness and fulfillment wasted.
So there.
I hope I’ll be able to remember and put these into action. Haha! They’re so easy to say and write but not always easy to live by. But I shall try and give it my best shot!
Love you Lord! :*